Back from London.It was fun.I'll upload some photos soon, I promise!
I'm sharing some inspiration because I don't want to make it a total lost for you.

London London London

Today it's finally so far!In less than 2 hours ...
Time is passing by so fast and I'm still not ready with packing and planning my free time there.
A bit sightseeing since I've already been there once, a bit shopping since I'm not that rich this month...maybe a musical or theatre or sth we'll see
I'm kind of more stressed out than excited right now...my cam bugs because of the shitty batteries for which I payed more than it's necessary, my luggage bag is defo too small for all the food(yeah food no clothes) I want to put in it,I forgot the password for my music file so I got only old songs on my musicplayer,I own only no water resistant shoes and I forgot to buy any so I'll have to deal with wet feet in the next days..and so on and so on thousand little problems and me being lazy as shit the whole day.

All I want to do is to sleep! Sleep the whole day and the whole night since that's the only thing that makes sence somehow..Sleep for two weeks then wake up and stay up until he's gone again and then sleep again..yeh

Yey the first post with more smartass writing than pictures...not so smart since I suck in writing and because I pay atention to all the lame details forgeting the important things ,ofcourse!
That's the reason why I have to show you the ones I made on Friday!



On our way to the Architects and Underoath concert in Lido we met these...uh guys in the subway.They asked me:"Altah, gehste ins Q-dorf?!"
Funny funny and I thought I had to take their picture..there is a lot of mess going on in the boys hair and in the girls outfit and all.

Architects preforming

Max and Me
As you can see my thrifted jacket(2€) has become my second skin lately.It needs a wash badly but I'm no way taking it of for any reason haha.

I wasn't able to do photos when Underoath was preforming because I was in the crowd singing loud and trying to prevent it to be killed from big guys doing the same and moshing around.
But nevertheless I wanted to show you this guys since they are one of my favorite bands,I've been listening to them for more than 4 years now even though my music sence has changed alot with the time.They are more than just genius musicians and Spencer Chamberlain is more than just hot so here are some photos NOT done my be:





Here some inspiration...one of the slowest jams they've ever done and the second one is one of the very pld things they've made and my fav song from them :)

in fairytales...

...there is love!
And in real life I'm not sure...lust?




Every time I dare to call somebody "special", this person tries hard enough to proove me wrong.It's not like I'm desperate or in emo-mood or something, I just realized that nobody is realy special.We (human beings)are all egoistic and ignorant!We just all care only about our own asses and it's okay like that!
And since scientists prooved it we know that our so hyped feelings are nothing more than hormonal changes.Yeah it's all chemie, biologie, maths and all that crap.
All the animals are just toys of mother nature and so are we.
So come on toys play the game!
Just have fun kids!



p.s. I would kill for this shoes!

13.03

I'm too sleepy and exhausted to write about my saturday right now.All I wanna do is just sleep all day!I fell in love with naps and I wake up at 7.30am avery morning just to sleep longer.
So sry school no hair and make up for you!
The photos should be enough I guess...








I love Mandy more and more each day! Such a magic lady so fun to be with ,so confidental and delicate to talk with and real beauty to look at.<3

hahahahah
I can't remember this but it's genius!!

fucked from above

double u-neck dress from American Apparel, I forgot where my shoes are from so sry

We warmed up with some bacardi-cola and sparkling wine at Max's place while Oli get his hair done by Anja! By getting done I mean shave..eek!
Being more than just "warm" we headed up to Maria club.I kind of think that the cardrive was the highlight of the night.

The club was packed and dancing without getting killed from some "party monsters" was impossible.All in all it was a good night, I was happy to see Olli again and to dance and get down and dirty

Greets from The Bloody Beetroots!

part 2(incomplete)

I still don't have all the photos from the party on saturday night...so that's just the beginning of part 2
Well atleast I have all the ones with my girl.I'm not sure if here is the right place to tell her that I love her and that I'm thankful to have met her 1 year ago.

Spent the night with her,Marie,Flomo and Burki.As always with some beer and pure vodka.Later we went to a bday party in a club called All .The called so party was boring as shit so we decided to go and shake some drunk bodies in Ritter Butzke.(more photos to come soon)

I'm not feeling my best recently.Missing my friends,missing someone special, having problems and loosing money sucks.Yes, it all happened to me in the past 2 weeks.
And goofy as I am, I even bumm myself more and more by listening to Deftones(genius band though) and such things. Time for a change!

Today's the turning point ..
Planning the weekend, listening to some good mood music and answering compliments!
Tomorrow I have a day off from school so I`m gonna visit my girl to pick up the ticket for the party tomorrow night.Bloody Beetroots in Maria Club ...I can't wait!
Saturday will be all about sleeping eating.At night I'll be off to my friends concert and after that Flomos bday party. sunday-brunching with my parents
A lot to do this weekend.It will be hard but fun.
Some inspiration for you guys:
70s girl hardrockbands are all I've been listening to lately when I'm willing to get in a partymood


I hope you're not some suckers that'll have a problem with my spelling ...I really don't have the time to check what I'm writing xD

the bad sister

Shooting I did last month. Its cinderella and her jealous sisters in 80s style. I look pretty awkward next to the other 2 models which were more than 2 heads taller than me haha.

part 1

The photos I found on my cam are the only things that helped me remember my weekend...
(I'll upload the ones from sunday later today or tomorrow)

So what I know is that I drank and danced alot. And wasted precious time thinking about him, missing him and wondering what is he doing and if he's thinking about me. Total waste as I said!